I want to talk on PM or (preferably) IM to two certain people right now, both of whom I can be sure I can trust, and both on this board, but it looks like school is getting in their way. And the PM system here is borked.
Well, life has managed to get me down yet again. Yeah, girls generally keep wanting to never so much as give me the time of day. This, of course, assumes I am lucky. And if my luck is anywhere decent for long, expect the next thing you see to be pigs flying.
I'm not trying to burn on the "be yourself" logic. In my younger years, I was far less liking of the mere thought of that logic. But things change, to the point where I made a YouTube video rant to attack the "pretend to be happy" logic that the older sisters of mine tried to feed me. If anything, I was worried about being hated. Turns out girls hate me and single me out anyway. If I'm lucky--which again isn't going to be usual--to hear their anti-David Harlow logic, it's usually full of double standard bullshit. (Yeah, you should know what the DH stands for from that.)
I have some proof of this too, but I'd rather keep it private, which is why I would prefer PM/IM for talk. But I'm sick of getting advice to do selfish things (I wouldn't consider "be yourself" that though) and having feelings of loneliness.
Tue Feb 17, 2009 12:42 pm
